ok, it's alright with me
Posted by c3 , Wednesday, January 28, 2009 10:51 PM
So, I've decided to blog. Mainly because I feel so guilty about being subscribed to nearly 40 blogs and never putting myself out there like my friends do. I'm trying to work on being more open and sharing my feelings. I hate it. I would much rather listen to everyone else's problems than talk about my own.
I have a morbid fear of being "that girl." You know... the annoying one that complains all the time just to get attention. So, I tend to stay around the opposite end of the spectrum most of the time. I hate attention. I would much prefer to be behind the scenes.
Anyway, I don't want to talk about that anymore. I'm going to go back to watching Pretty in Pink, reading The Iliad, and studying my Art History slides somewhat simultaneously. Hope you all enjoy trying to get to school tomorrow!
I think this is good therapy for you. Actually for anyone. To verbalize feelings and what they are doing. I may have to start doing it myself.
And no matter how hard you try, you could NEVER be "that girl."
You are inspirational C. You are a loyal friend to everyone you meet. I thank God for bringing you into my life and always being there for me.
seriously- I do. I wish the very best for you when you do decide what you are going to do. I'm sure God is chuckling to himself seeing how stressed out you are about your pending decision. Because as he CLEARLY showed you in Lev. about Moses and the Egyptians— Trust Him and he will take your worries away!
Trust:
—"You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you!
Trust in the Lord always, for the Lord God is the eternal Rock." Isaiah 26:3-4
God's Plan:
—"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11
—"A lot of people can be effective when we do our own thing and ask God to bless it, rather than waiting on His plans to be revealed." from Experiencing God's Power in your Ministry. (speaking of the story about Abraham and Sarah)
Listening/patience:
— Understand this my dear brothers and sisters: You must all be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to get angry. James 1:19