winsome abandon

"I don't think I'm gonna go to LA anymore..."

Posted by c3 , Tuesday, March 10, 2009 12:36 AM

So, I think I have come to a decision...


Unless I get some miraculous sign, I will not be applying to go to Korea.

(enter sigh of relief here)

I'm relieved not because I necessarily think Korea would have been the worst thing in the world... it's mainly because I'm glad to have a decision made. This is something that has (quite obviously from the previous post) really been weighing heavy on me. A good friend of mine remarked on how happy I looked when I told her. I consider myself a pretty happy person but hearing her say that made me realize how long I had been visibly upset about making this decision. I feel totally revived.

Within 24 hours of having made this decision and speaking the words out loud, I had 2 possible job opportunities and a place to live. If that isn't a sign, I don't know what is.

I am completely ecstatic about what is going on with Invisible Children. I'm sure most of you know how much this organization has literally changed my life. I would never have thought that I would have a passion for child soldiers in Uganda and now I can't imagine my life any other way. I will be updating more on this as April 25 gets closer.

I bought a new planner today so I'm going to be super motivated for a couple weeks. I also found out that my favorite ball point pen comes in 8 different colors. I wish you could have seen the excitement on my face as I was leaving Staples.

I'm off to write a paper that I could really care less about. Hopefully, it won't be too painful.

Tunes for you...
"In Your Atmosphere" by John Mayer (where the title comes from)
"I Was So Alone" by The Rocket Summer
"My Heart" by Paramore